(I feel like falling)
Said I can't stop drinking
(It helps the fever)

I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there
I close my eyes to think of you but you ain't there
I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there
I close my eyes to think of you

It takes a year or two
(Before it really hits you)
That there's no coming back
(No drunk reunion)
All the moronic moments
(the fights, the violence)
I race to get them back
Retrieved from nine diaries

I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there
I close my eyes to think of you but you ain't there
I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there
I close my eyes to think of you

All the deep tracks you left
Solve the mystery
Of why I took my life next & my history
And in my secret head, well
I got so frightened
Will I be ed?
Would you still me?

I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there
I close my eyes to think of you but you ain't there
I close my eyes to think of God but he ain't there
I close my eyes, you